I Wish I didn´t love you (upon a star)

I wish I didn´t love you
For the first time in my life
I wish I didn´t love you
I just wish I could be a hall in the ground
Hiding no treasure, its key or secrets found
But just being alone

I wish I didn´t love you
For the first time I recall
I wish I didn´t love you
I just wish I could be a rock in the desert
Joining the rain or dust without any effort
But just being free

No words to describe the joy
On having to decide
Between me and you
Sorry love, I got my pride

I wish upon a star
I wish you can come back

I wish I didn´t love you
For all the things I regret
I wish I didn´t love you
I just wish I could have a moment to believe
Not feeling your gone as a relief
But just being ok

I wish I didn´t love you
For all the things left unsaid
I wish I didn´t love you
I just wish I could have time on my side
Not facing you´re someone else´s bride
But just being myself

No words to describe the pain
On having to live my own truth
This is not enough for me
Sorry love, but is it enough for you

I wish upon a star
I wish you can come back
I wish upon a star
But I won´t break my own neck